surprisingly good day...
Happy Valentines to all ya'll out there. I dont care if you hate the holiday, I dont care if you love it, if your single, taken, in love, not in love but taken, in love but not taken.... whatever- happy valentines day, I hope its good for everyone out there.
I woke up this morning, with a groggy, yet surprisingly positive disposition on life itself. I heard so many songs on the radio today, and this may sound dorky, but Im a big music person, and most of the songs I heard were about being OK no matter what situation your in...and I liked it a lot. It made me feel like I shouldn't be so selfish about my happiness...or what I think is 'happiness'. I guess from now on I'm just going to go with the flow of things, see what happens....and if I dont get married in about ten years *which I probably won't* I'll go join the circus or a pack of wolves or something cool like that.
There are so many friendships/relationships that are changing in my life right now..and I really dont know what to think of the whole situation. Life has a way of repeating itself, I feel just like I did last year right before I went to college. College was a good thing for me..it made me realize that there are some really good people out there, and even some not so good people.(Imagine That.)
College also made me realize the people that really really matter to me in my life right now...my close friends and my family. Mainly my family. I realized that I would do anything for my family..I don't care what, just as long as things are good for them.
I'm still a little uneasy about some friendships though....things are rocky right now. I dont like rocky....I like smooth. I wish I could go back a week, and re-do the whole thing...I would know exactly what to do, and what not to do. But I can't do that. So I guess all I can really do is live life a day at the time, looking forward, not back, and being ME. I think thats what Im going to focus on for a while- me...making myself better physically, mentally, and hopefully spiritually.
Well to all of you who have a date tonight, have the best times of your lives- these are the moments worth living, dont forget that. Loves and kisses to all.....have a good night.
I woke up this morning, with a groggy, yet surprisingly positive disposition on life itself. I heard so many songs on the radio today, and this may sound dorky, but Im a big music person, and most of the songs I heard were about being OK no matter what situation your in...and I liked it a lot. It made me feel like I shouldn't be so selfish about my happiness...or what I think is 'happiness'. I guess from now on I'm just going to go with the flow of things, see what happens....and if I dont get married in about ten years *which I probably won't* I'll go join the circus or a pack of wolves or something cool like that.
There are so many friendships/relationships that are changing in my life right now..and I really dont know what to think of the whole situation. Life has a way of repeating itself, I feel just like I did last year right before I went to college. College was a good thing for me..it made me realize that there are some really good people out there, and even some not so good people.(Imagine That.)
College also made me realize the people that really really matter to me in my life right now...my close friends and my family. Mainly my family. I realized that I would do anything for my family..I don't care what, just as long as things are good for them.
I'm still a little uneasy about some friendships though....things are rocky right now. I dont like rocky....I like smooth. I wish I could go back a week, and re-do the whole thing...I would know exactly what to do, and what not to do. But I can't do that. So I guess all I can really do is live life a day at the time, looking forward, not back, and being ME. I think thats what Im going to focus on for a while- me...making myself better physically, mentally, and hopefully spiritually.
Well to all of you who have a date tonight, have the best times of your lives- these are the moments worth living, dont forget that. Loves and kisses to all.....have a good night.
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