Thought college drama was over? Guess again...

Well well well....we thought the drama from college was over since melody is at home now? no no no no...wrong-o. Turns out that the girl out of all the girls that I hung out with that I felt like I could trust the most and spent the most of my time with was pretty much lying to me the whole time. I read her online journal tonight, and it was saying some pretty intensly hurtful things about me. Thats not really what hurts though...the worst part about it is that she didnt just tell me herself. She was the one that I missed the most, and the one that I was going to live with when I go back..but apparently she didnt feel the same way..though she told me she did. I dont know...I dont want to say anything hurtful about her, because in all reality, I really have nothing to say about her- I love her to death. Sure, there were little things about her that sometimes annoyed me, but when I look back on it all, I usually just laugh thinking about the awesome times we had together, making food in the kitchen and laughing in front of the computer screen at various things. I guess the main point is though, that she doesnt like me anymore...and it really sucks to feel like you have a good friend, just to find out that she doesnt want to be a good friend to you. My eyes are burning from crying...so I think Im gonna go. Thanks for reading.