My dream on Meds

I have an ear infection and am on some good night time medicine...it gave me a silly dream but I think its deeper than I thought. Maybe this blog will be my dream journal.

I had a dream last night that I saw a movie about a unicorn who falls in love with a guy unicorn only to have her heart severely broken by him. He finds another unicorn who of course the main character doesn't feel is good enough for him. She finds another unicorn that she likes but doesn't feel that he is anything like the one she loved before....but in the end of the movie...she ends up with the second one!!! I hated the movie. But, I'm pretty sure its my sub-conscience mind trying to tell me that he isn't coming back...just sucks.

Later in the dream, we are driving home from this movie, and he is sitting in the back seat next to me with the new girl he is dating. They are totally canoodling and trying to get comfortable. Every time his arm touches mine, I move so its not touching me anymore. I wish he knew how much he was hurting me, but he didn't seem to care. I decided to go to a counseling center because I still feel horrible about everything that happened between me and this guy...and I see him waiting there...and he is sitting right next to me. But he is waiting to go to an activity...games. and I am waiting to sort out the broken pieces of my heart. Seems to me my sub-conscience is also trying to tell me that he is already over it and I am holding onto nothing. When it was time for his game, he walked passed me and waved goodbye.

Hated this dream...but I think I know what it means.

Well, thats all for today.