Helloooooooo

Well...last night was SO stupid...I can't remember where I left off, so I have a TON to tell you. Ok, So this guy.. I went on a date with him about a week ago, and we cuddled and stuff, and we were sort of together, and then he decided that he couldn't be more than friends with me, so he wants to be best friends. (twice) yeah...so now we are totally just friends, and I am TOTALLY fine with it, like, TOTALLY. for the first few days, I was having a little bit of problems with it, but Im ok. So last night, we all went to play football late at night, and all of a sudden, I look over at him, and he is like, crying. So I asked him what was wrong, and he like, pulled me away from everyone else and he says "mel, I feel like I'm losing you..." WHAT?!?!? 1) its been a week, and 2) He NEVER HAD ME! lol....anyways, so he was sad, because i was flirting with some guys last night, and he tried to hug me and I pulled away...finally I just said "what did you expect when you told me you wanted to be friends!?" so yeah, that was SO lame, and I totally missed out on flirting with new guys, but thats ok, I made up for it tonight. I have a date this weekend, this guy spencer is making dinner for me on my birthday and then I have to make dinner for him and his roommates with my roommates on friday and we are going to a tribute to beatles concert and dance. Its gonna be fun! alright, Talk to you later!